100th idea but the number doesn't matter cause it still sucks

hey kitties,
On friday I met up with a couple of postdocs from the lab. I felt awful because the idea that I had come up with was just not good enough in many ways. You should have seen the stack of papers I had on my desk. It was just past ridiculous. But I was just beginning to like my idea. It was about the nuclear retention of HIV RNA. I could have gone in so many ways with it.
But I got a no. This is the 2nd no I've gotten, but who is counting. I am at the end of my spinal chord here.
I don't want to work on this. I am tired and I my spirit is just "dead en el piso". Whatevers...if there is one thing I've learned from reading my own posts is that I always find a way. But I just wish I had something kitties. I really do.

Here is the plan. I am going to look into one more idea, I am going to talk to another post doc, and then if none of that works then I am talking to the boss.

The good news this week:
(1) The husband is still delicious.
(2) My 293T cells are finally getting into their senses. I think thats just because they know that my Post doc is looking. They know they can't mess with me anymore.

Sees you all later. Lots of love.