I love my lab Part III

Dear Kitties,

Wow it has been a long long long time! Sorry about that. It has been pretty busy in my world. Many things have happened. For a while there the graduate students of my lab stared at me in wonder because despite my strange long and horrifying depression in January they had noticed that I had acquired this really optimistic personality. I would smile often through out the day, I wouldn't have fits, I wasn't wishing anyone to die and go to hell and burn for eternity. So yeah, they were wondering what the heck was going on with me. WELL I am back.
All the sudden this month the shit has hit the fan. A post doc totally stole an idea of mine and it is so obvious that a lot of people in the lab are just wondering what the hell is wrong with him. At the same time he is making up excuses about it and being extra nice to me. Except 2 days ago when he told me that both of my projects suck.
Amazing, how pathetic post docs often are. In the mean time another post doc yelled at me to stop being paranoid because everyone in the lab has their "best interest" in my success. It is to their benefit I graduate he spat!

The worse thing is that I can't do anything about it. If I go to my PI he ignores the situation and pats the post doc on the back....

Sigh.... I'll have other ideas soon.... When I start reading papers again. Right? It is a good thing I have my little crazy puppy to go home to. And to remind me that work=work not work=life.

On the lighter side of things. My PI told me that the last lab presentation I made was the best I've ever done. He said that I made TONS of progress and that he likes the way I am organizing my project. Ofcourse this was after he told me in front of everyone that he didn't believe my results and that my project was Debri.

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