Friends or Results?

So here I am in UCSF.
What can I say? Oh it is just wonderful? I love it?
Well that is not exactly the story.
For the first time in my life I have friends. And guess what? Those friends are in Berkeley. So here I am in a 100x's better HIV research lab in UCSF but I am just miserable.
This morning I was thinking that UCSF was right to reject my ass. I am not like the other rotation students in that lab. It is Albert Einstein all over again. I can't communicate with anyone. They are "too smart too educated" to talk to me. So here I am, stuck in a corner yet getting results. Whats more important?
It is okay, I can talk about results because Carlos said that evil gnomes can't swim across to San Francisco and the toll is too expensive for gnomes and the traffic alone will kill them with frustrations. So there, thats one good thing about UCSF, the evil gnomes can't reach my results and destroy them.

Like I was asking... Whats more important? Friends or results? I've been wanting both all my FUCKING life. Can I have my cake and eat it too? There is soooo much money in this lab it is ridiculously delicious. It is as delicious as Prailines and Cream Ice cream. But what do I do about social skills? I've got NO ONE over there. It is like being stranded in the Island of San Francisco. I've already given up so much, sleep, children, pets, family, the East Coast, what else? Now my new friends?
Wonderful.
Welcome to science you Fucking Naive idiots... May you all get the Nobel Prize in a month.