Saturday, May 05, 2007

New Friends....New Labs...Spiderman and More bitchin

So Tania has turned out to be very cool. She reminds me of the post docs I met in New York. Very well grounded, knows what she wants and no one could possibly stand in her way. Not in a million years. We watched Greys Anatomy last week. It was fun. I ate all of her crackers for dinner. Sorry Tania. I was really hungry.
I went out to lunch with Dave this Friday. It felt good to finally talk and hang out with him. We are always so busy. But it changed my view of him in a weird way. I mean it just showed me another side of him, a more confident more grown up side of him.
Anyways it feels so good to have a circle of friends to bitch, complain, and cry to.
Maria got sick this week. She has an E. coli kidney infection. I feel so bad cause I didn't go with her and Sheri and Dave to the ER. I didn't visit her in her place while she was sick. Lab has taken over me. It is like the evil Spiderman suit it is bringing out the disgusting me. I felt so bad when I stayed behind and Sheri took her to the hospital. I felt like I should have been in that car. Then I got super nervous and scared. I was scared for her. What if this turned out to be something serious? What if..... My heart raced for like an hour and a half. Manolo (My new Rick) didn't know what to do with me. I was a wreck. But I had to stay behind to count cells. I ended up counting the GODAMN cells 4 times! And every single time I lost my way. My emotions were overflowing. I scared the shit out of the Riley lab. No one there likes me anymore.
I basically screamed at all of them because Maria needed someone to treat her mice while she was out. Here I am telling them that she's gone to an emergency room and they have this blank look on their faces. Their blank look pist me off, it annoyed me. So.....the evil Isa came out.
I'll find a way to repair the wounds I want to heal. There are a few I don't care about, to be honest.
I can't wait to get out of this lab. I pray to God and the angels and the stars and whomever is out there that my next rotation turns out to be just as good as my first one. Despite the fact that it will be in San Francisco I want this one to work out. In my current lab, I like the project but the enviroment is not what I want and besides everybody is leaving this year.

Anyways as you can tell I went to see Spiderman III today, instead of studying or getting some lab work done. It was okay but Spiderman II is still the "BOMB". Like I was telling Carlos, with Spiderman II I cried, I laughed, I fell in love.... In this one... Well I love Venom. IT is too bad they wasted it all in 4 shots instead of it having its own part. I think it should have been venom and Spidermans bad sute alone without the Sandman. AND MaryJane should have died, like she does, in the comics. I can't believe that the director didn't have the balls to kill her.

Anyways, guys. Sorry I am in such a stormy mood lately. Shit is happening. What else can I say?
Gots to go back to Science now.

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