So I am not expecting much of a grade in Infectious Diseases Class because tomorrow is my final and I have not studied for it at all. I am having a really bad case of senioritis only I am a pure freshman. I am in an "I just don't give a crap" mode. I just feel like everything about that class is bullshit. The professor takes points off when we don't spell things exactly how he said them. He doesn't encourage other's view points. Everytime me or Maria say something he shoots it down. I just don't respect the class and any respect I have for him is because of what he has done outside of the classroom. Like his career...
It seems like everybody is getting published....YEY! Sheri is gonna get published, Maria is getting published. I've got nothing to complain about cause I got published already. I kind of wish I could be getting published again though...
I have an interview next week with UCSF to see if they'll let me do a rotation over there. This is with one of the big guys in HIV. Everyone is excited for me. In the mean time I am just sooooo scared because he has a bad reputation. He is supposed to be a very bad boy, I mean he is really cruel. He made one of my friends cry in an interview. Now that I know this about him, I know I can take him but still I am scared. I've also got a lot of work to do like I need to read my old papers and his papers at the same time and I better know my crap.
Lab has gotten so much better. I think the lab has finally accepted the fact that I am going to be there for the next 2 months and that they are just gonna have to enjoy me whether they like it or not. Yeah, people have finally warmed up to me. I just don't get people like that. I believe that when you meet someone you just get to know them. You don't put up a wall of brick and make them feel like crap and then 3 weeks later start talking to them. What the hell is that? What are they afraid I will dissapear? What the hell? I don't get it. I mean what do you have to loose? Anyways, thats the Gringo way dude. And there is just nothing I can do about it. The point is that I hit a rough spot with this people and now, well it is a rocky rode but it is a lot better.
So I actually got results yesterday from a western blot. YEY!!!! Oh thank GOD! DOn't tell the evil gnomes please, they'll give me bad ju-ju again. If I can just get 3 slides of results I'll be completely satisfied and ready for my next rotation.
PI's are amazing though. On the first day back my current PI starts going off on how her top choice students are still thinking of going to her lab. I was like "and what am I spoiled eggs"? Everyone in the lab brought it up to her attention that she still had another rotation student in lab that she couldn't be talking about "TOP students and how all the lab spots were taken". Then like 2 days later she is talking about when my rotation is going to be over. I've gotten to the point where unless a PI is telling you something about how to do a project or something important like that you just IGNORE the hell out of it. Laugh at it...HAHAHHA! Because these people are just crazy! They've got multiple personalities and schizophrenia all at the same time. The only one that I am still susceptible to is the "Old frow". I am just so intimidated and scared from him/her. Yeah, i am not even going to distiguish the sex.
So I am not mad at my current PI but we just don't seem to be hitting it great. Maybe she is just like the lab. She too has a brick wall of a barrier.
Anyways. I luvs all of u's! I am so hyper.
:')
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